Thank you people !!

I wonder what's wrong with those people around us , suddenly no one become here and no one is listening.

It seems like they've changed or we from the begining didn't know them very well . I wonder where have they been  when we were calling them? it hurts me when I find them all are leaving in the same time .
 You're  sure that you didn't make anything wrong but they are acting as you did , it's so funny in that moment when you react as you're the person who is always wrong just to give them an excuse. So again I'm alone  and all of those people are leaving one by one . They're hurting me deeply but I want to remind them that I born alone and after death I'll be alone so it's okay to live alone too . It's so painful when we lose those who promised us to stay forever with us . Also when we 've that hurt from those close people to us !!

 Maybe if all of the world hurt me it'll not be that bad as if even just one close friend did !! As much as they close , the pain inside your heart 'll be .

 

If you know me very well plz don't believe everything you hear about me . If you know me very well don't leave me when I need you . If you really know me ask me before judge me .

 Maybe I lost everything but I'm not sad because I'm still have myself and I love what I'm .  Thanks for anyone hurt me because he\she makes me stronger to hate them.

I'm writing again !!

Don't know what to say , here we go again , writing those words from somewhere inside my heart.

 

I might look so strong when alot of tears standing in my eyes and waiting the time to fall down .

 

I'm strong but your love inside me is breaking me everyday more and more .

 

I wish I can leave and land in somewhere where I can't see you there or even dream about you .

 

I wish I can lose my senses and live my life without feeling of you , smelling you , touching you or even listening to you .

 

I'm not in need to anything in my life as my need to you , what's wrong with my I can't control my self ?

 

I used to live lonely without caring of anything till I met you , now I'm between alot of people but feeling like I'm alone .

 

Something crazy led me to keep on looking for you , here and there and everywhere.

 

I want to leave , perhaps your love will not leave my heart but what can I do if I loved a man all those ways don't led me to him .