Words from the deep

 I missed to see the sea Without fear of drowning

I missed to see sun shine without fear of  beginning



I missed to trust people without fear of cheating

I missed to smile yes I missed to smile but without fear of my tears falling

I missed to talk to someone close to me without fear of crying

I missed to feel of the freedom without fear of fearing

I missed to feel that I'm a girl , really I feel now that I'm died from inside

I wish I can back again as I know my self but can I?? don't know